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Why Be 'Julie Meadows'?

Someone posed a question to me, sort of... It was in an e-mail and it wasn't a direct question, but it made me think of it that way and want to write about it. The question, basically, is "Why put yourself through being 'Julie Meadows'?" I think it's a good question.

Some people are [...]

Drift Back In Time

Ha! Oh man... After last week's post I know I have to write something happy. It's the crazy back and forth of being an extremist. The highs are so high and the lows are so terribly low, but what can an ex-adult industry actress/activist/humanist/writer/alcoholic do, I ask you?

I worked at this strip club [...]

I Feel Like I’m Dying

I have officially lost my mind. My good friend Mike South put in a good word for me at a prominent adult company, I was given a career opportunity that involves writing, and after three days... I turned it down. I have been drinking every day since then, trying to figure out how I'm [...]

Trying To Understand The Craziness

People have been grappling with the topic of religion for generations - so long ago we can't really fathom the complexity of such an issue. It's wrapped up in a long history of power and politics and superstitions that science has not been able to dispel until the recent past.

I wrote on one [...]

Take Down Piracy

Relationships, part 5: It's Not Love

I've let this sit here for weeks. It is a segment dedicated to the dramatic end of some relationships in 2005 and my way of eradicating the last of the demons from my working past. Yesterday someone was asking a question, inviting comments on one of the network sites in a thread called, "Love [...]

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Don't Just Be Careful, Be Specific

I was hanging out with my good friend Jane Hamilton, a.k.a. Veronica Hart, this past Sunday, and we were talking about the power of wanting. I have gotten everything in life that I really wanted, but after years of closing my eyes and opening my heart and mind and releasing my wishes to the [...]

Monica Interviews: 1 - 6

Monica Foster is a woman. I don't say this as an insult to other females, it's just that when you meet a woman, you know it.

She entered the adult industry at the age of twenty-nine, she is thoughtful, considers very carefully everything she says before she says it, speaks very well when she [...]

Today's Lesson: Don't judge a SLUT by her cover

I have to tell you about my weekend. But to properly tell you the story I need to go back in time a few months to the first night I walked into 2001 Odyssey in Tampa, Florida. For those of you that live in Tampa, or have ever visited Tampa, you know the place. If you have never been to Tampa, what's keeping you? Anyway, so I went into the club one Saturday night after I moved here. To make a really long story MUCH shorter (trust me, you'll thank me) I will fast-forward a bit. I met Delilah Strong, porn mega-star and multiple AVN award-winner my first day. You know Delilah, Mike knows her. She is a veteran of over 500 movies and has many box covers to her credit. She is one luscious piece of Sicilian-Puerto-Rican ass. Delilah is a member of the "Kennedy Family" of the porn world. Her mother was Deborah Coxx who performed in the 80's, her sister is Samantha Strong (and yes they have appeared together before) and her cousin is Courtney Cummz. That is a regular familial porn dynasty! She has won "Best Three-way Sex Scene" and the coveted "Dirtiest Girl in Porn" at the AVNs. [...]

What Now?

I quit my job today. I can't say anything else about it, either. I quit and now... what?

The goal in my life is to find things, figure other things out. Write about old and dead relationships and dance with ghosts. I wrote a post the other day on my own blog that I [...]

Class Act Valley Gapers... The Van

My pen pal "A" sent this last week with a different model on the side, so I sent him a pic of me this morning. Bwah-Ha!!

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